I just do not know how to express my feelings when I started to write again. Tons of ideas are suddenly gone in a blink. 2023! Wohoooo... What can I say? 30 days have passed in January, and what I have done so far? I just believe that if I started it ( new year ) with a positive thinking & a positive attitude, I will finish it with a great result I want. I have applied it in 2022, and heaveeenly yeah! 2022 was a very amazing and a WOW year to us, esp. to me. ( I am gonna write about 2022 in a different post.) Back to where I am right now. I am really trying to be a good version of myself, although God put me in an uncomforting place ( allow me to say that now I am living not in my comfort zone) and I am surrounded by people I barely have respect. For my own sanity, I simply summarized that this happens for a reason ( or many? ): God want to take me to another higher level which is I don't know yet where it will lead me to. People mostly will be excited when ...